My hole life has been hard and this story might be boring we go,when I was younger I was always small I'm in high school now but I'm still around 5'00 I'm bulied quite bad to be fair I'm not really smart my iPad is like my little happy place,but I have problems ever since I herd of "pinkamena" I've baced myself off her when I get mad I will talk to myself on the bed and cry even on nice days my problem is that allmost every day I thing I might kill myself sometimes it doesn't scare me sometimes it does but when I try it's like god doesn't want me to because every time I try to kill myself I fail..I'm gonna go in with the story a different day because it's 10:16 right now and I'm tired so title